Sorrow, worry and faith… can all happen at the same time? As a practitioner of deliberate attraction we are taught not to focus our attention on the negative aspect of life but to hold strong to the positive intention of life. Recently I was given an opportunity to experience sorrow, worry and faith at the same time. Events and happenings that seems negative towards normal human start to happen on a continuous basis in my life since middle of December 2007 and until now it still showing sign of it. Throughout this suffering period I asked myself why it is so that negative things come so furiously towards me… and it covers all aspect of my life money, relationship and career. Wow, can you ever imagine that all come at once? The feeling was over whelming and so intense. The contrast happenings in life is so extreme and at one moment I seems to get what I really want and at the next moment I loose some other or it come with some other negative feelings. My life seems so chaotic and I even experience sleepless nights not until yesterday (10 February 2008) when I when to have dinner at my cousin place I saw this quote… “Sorrow looks back, worry looks around, faith looks up”. Suddenly I felt that the universe is speaking to me and he wants me to realize it. Then I came to understand another quote “What does not kill you, makes you stronger”. Throughout this entire experience I experience and learn a lot and it is as equivalent to a year learning as compare to my previous learning pattern.
What is the universe trying to prepare me for? What is it in me that have ripened? Did I ask for all this? Did I do something wrong to deserve such punishment? These are some of the questions that I ask myself. But I choose to see that the universe is preparing me to achieve my dreams and all this happen due to my asking to improve myself. The only way we can see if we are up to the mark is to face situation and observe how we response to it. I did a lot of observation and learn a nice quote “When you are given a lemon, make lemonade out of it”. When life present you with some challenging situations, learn from it and leverage on it to improve your self. When a decision has been made just move forward with it and never regret on it and always remember to have faith no matter what happenings and events life present to us. There are sometime where by you has no one to rely but yourself and… the universe. I have been much closer to the universe then before. Just like our parents like us to call back or talk to them, our creator would also like us to talk to them. I still have faith and believe that all things happening is to make me stronger then before and I am very close to achieving my dreams.
